Prologue:

​"You’re the only thing in this world that makes me feel like I’m losing control, and I hate it." ​ ...Hridansh

"Are you trying to irritate me, or is this your version of flirting? Because both are working." ...Vaishnavi

​"You’re the only person I’ve ever met who is worth the effort of hating." ...Vaishnavi

​​"Go ahead, ruin my life. You were halfway there anyway." ...Hridansh

​"Stop looking at me like that. People will think you actually have a heart." ...Vaishnavi

"You’re still talking, but all I can think about is how much I want to shut you up." ...Hridansh

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Falling in love is like finally finding the rhythm to a song you’ve been humming your whole life. It’s in the quiet, unscripted moments—the way they know exactly how you take your coffee, the shared glance across a crowded room that says everything without a word, or the simple comfort of their hand in yours at the end of a long day. It isn't just about the grand gestures; it’s about building a sanctuary out of trust and laughter, where you are seen, known, and celebrated for exactly who you are. With them, the world feels a little brighter, the challenges feel a little smaller, and "home" is no longer a destination, but the person standing right beside you.

Prologue:

Vaishnavi ~

Feeling lost from everywhere I was going towards my room without caring about my surroundings. Just when I opened my room's door and was about to enter suddenly out of no where I was pulled by someone and now I am pinned against the door inside my room.

In the rush of this moment my eyes were closed and they got suddenly opened while hearing the sound of door getting locked from inside..

And then I saw him.. the last person on earth I wish I would have met while going through this breakdown.. f*ck it..

As soon as I realized what had just happened, anger rushed through me and I immediately tried to free myself from his grip but what was stopping me to try harder was his deadly deep, hateful, brown eyes..staring at me intensely.

Suddenly I looked around the room and then towards our position he was holding both my hands in a fist with his one hand and the other around my neck!.. and then I realized what he was trying to do but he just.. he just kept staring at me, observing my each and every reaction and suddenly he.. in one blink closed the gap and

"HE KISSED ME"... ?

I was.. I was too lost to react but then when he was about to pull away I used all my strength and was able free my hands from his grip only to pull him back into the incomplete kiss.

In the heat of the moment. We both were too lost in exploring each other and I didn't knew why I was feeling warm from inside. In some time I was breathless and tapped on his chest to stop the kiss.. when he suddenly pushed me too hard, harsh and aggressively. I was neglecting the pain behind my back when he pushed me into the side wall near us but felt a sharp pang inside my chest after I heard his confession.

"What the f*ck are you doing to me?" He screamed..

"Why are you still not leaving all these shits?.." he questioned angrily..

"Why are you still in this f*cking relationship?.."he further said,

"Why don't you leave and disappear from my life and never reappear again?.. " with that he hit his hand on the wall behind me..

And then there was a clicked open sound from the door.. and he was about to leave...

But before he could I held his hand and I was not able to control my thick warm tears that had already began to flow from my eyes. I can't do it anymore, I can't bear all this and show him that I am more stronger than his hateful behavior and especially him.

"I give up" I said when he faced towards me.

"I just realized that we can never be in a relationship, we were never meant to be together from the beginning only"..

"I wish you would had killed me that day when you choked me by holding my neck for the first time, I wish I was dead by then".. this time I couldn't control my broken voice

"I.. I wish I had never been..here for my.. my brother's wedding in the.. first place and.. I wish that I had never... met you back.. then."

"I hope we never cross paths ever again." With that I said..

"I give up this forced relationship with you", I give up trying too hard and I free you from me and this relation that never existed. That you never wanted.. That I never wished for ....

And with that I left from there..

"Coward, I'm a f*cking coward", Hridansh muttered and suddenly started cursing himself for kissing her and giving her false hope after avoiding these heat up moments completely with her for so long..

He was there to confess to end their relationship in anger but ended up kissing her after staring at her and her full lips inviting him from the start.. only to regret f*cking up with her once again instead of separating away her.

He was busy thinking about her when suddenly Dhruv, his younger brother entered, he looked disappointed more than that he looked angry at his brother for making his best friend sad.

"Why didn't you just left instead of her? "Dhruv tone was serious..

"Why did you played with her feelings?"

"Why are you an emotionally unavailable jerk? "He was angry..

"Why didn't you gave this so called relationship a chance after she tried to??".. Didn't Vaishnavi put aside all your bad memories with her where most of the time you tried killing her by choking her neck in anger during your so called small fights just coz you can't control yourself and you always after her to make the hell out of everything for her?... he looked sad..

"She didn't deserve this, she don't deserve you but she still chose to be with you.." even when you ignored her sole existence..

Hirdansh said nothing and just kept looking at his brother who was questioning his life decisions but deep down he knew he can't do anything anymore..

Being unable to do anything about the earlier situation, to calm him down Hridansh chose to go to their gym and started punching the punching bag.

Vaishnavi is a pure soul and Hridansh Sharma does not want her to live in a lively less relationship with him that was made by their family but especially by both of them convincing their family in a twisted way to take revenge on each other, to ruin each other completely and to sabotage each other's feelings.

But in the journey of this hateful revenge and cursed relationship they both started to live with each other's presence.

As Vaishnavi has already left him would they be able to meet again or she really left all of them without telling where she was heading to ...

(Futher this part of the story will continue later in the chapters ahead)

Author' Note: Hii there, if you find any odd here in the prologue then let me tell you it's half written part from a whole chapter that is coming ahead in details in the future. English is not my first language but I'll improve with time hopefully. I hope you would give this book a chance, please do and also correct me if you find any grammatical error. Lastly please give me a chance by buying my book and in return I'll try my best to write a great book. Please show your support. Thank you so much. XOXO💗

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